So my first year of college was a blast. Probably one of the best years of my life. I say this because it was like ONE BIG ADVENTURE. A year ago i would not have thought i would have done all the things that ive done. But hey im enjoying life. I can talk about how i have "changed" and what not .. but its ok. First off im writing on this thing because i want to talk about how my summer is going already lol.

So the first weekend i started off break with a WEEEEEEE! even during finals week haha. Between the studying i had time to get to know my twin even more. Picnic with big bro and more. Jam session and more bonding with josh and damien in uci. Ok but yeah beginning was great. and ever since i really got settled back home i have not really gone out!!! what the heck! i think this is the most ive ever stayed in one place for awhile haha. but its cool. If i could describe how these past 3 days have been, it would be.. productive! moved all my clothes and more in my room, washed my car, taught myself how to play a song on the guitar and ukulele (finally). I can barely feel my finger tips -_- Ohh and thank yaweh that playoffs are right now, thats like the only excitement in my life!!

Someone knew that once i got off of school i'd want it back. And as much as i want this, i think theyre right. Thats why im scared of this summer. If anything, im surprised i havent broke down. But then again.. its only been a week. I'm sure i'll b ok though. Just gotta stop being a bitch and get my mind off of it. I'll respect it. (:

Hmm.. my car has no gas so i cant even drive to get my nails done! I'll just watch the cav game. My plans for the rest of the week will be fun. Tomorrow im going back to fully to meet with my advisor then meet with ak then head to NODs, wake up at milton, then have a apartment cooling party there! wake up at milton again for the last time ): then car wash in pomona. and go shopping with kristine at melrose, lovely. and start the week going to 6 flags with josh & maybe others.

in the end i miss it.

PS. i hope no one reads this!

So i gave up facebook and myspace for lent. Its only been about six days and im going crazy! But i believe giving it up i wont be on the computer as much and ill remember life without always having to check my facebook every 30 minutes. Today has been the first time I actually just gave up my spare time to study for a test instead of going out with the girls. Its bio210 and its overwhelming. Waiting for my studybuddy to come back so im writing here. Ever since i started 'pledging' for theta i had been sooo busy! But now haha im finally getting my priorities straight. It feels really good to finally be in the frat i really miss the whole process. But now i can take a deep breath without thinking about what my task was for the day. I can also catch up with friends and reading! I was in the valley last weekend and i was at a friends kickback and cheezy as i think it sounds, i really missed them. Id been so caught up always chillin/partying with the frat and doing tasks that i forgot the feeling. hmm it seems like i just abandoned my friends, but im basically just saying that it feels good to have time for other things rather than just theta.
I cant wait til thursday is over! I need a break from school. Well actually.. i cant wait til spring break or something OR even better! SUMMER. I wanna get a job.. maybe go back to Kumon.. maybe. GAHH! i miss shopping, still havent had time to do that yet lol.
I'm flippin hungry! i cant wait til this bio thing is over!!

ok i finally finished reading twilight and now i cant wait for it play in theaters in december! im a loser...but hey the guy from harry potters in it.

spring break is pretty relaxing. went to vegas and ate and shopped a whole lot. now im like really anxious to be sitting right behind Vujacic on friday! while i wait for my destined day to come i plan on running a bit, start reading 'into the wild', rent gilmore girls or the first season of one tree hill, getting my nails done, finish chappelle show, and some shopping. that reminds me.. once jobo gets back from frisco i wanna play tennis. hopefully the rest of this year will go by well (even though theres some stuff that needs to be fixed [or maybe its for the best?]) curious about how kairos is gonna be, and i have my birthday which weve started to plan. i intend on making this break as relaxing as can be [:

omgooshness... one more friggin semester and im done!! i love the people in my new classes. except i will dearly miss going to office service late. hmm... and it just hit me that i cant eat in any of my new classes... augh whatever. well i`m eager for these last four months. sergio and i agreed that we would stop hating on notre dame and appreciate the classes we have right now. but wow.. psychology.. that class is a joke but it goes by quickly every time. band is quite the pain. i honestly cant stand how the parents have become more involved with what we do every year. i really do enjoy spinning and playing the trombone. but oh well i can cope.

yay for one more semester!